I Fear You

Original Composition by Rain Gamboa

I fear you
Who pushes down the wall,
Of distrust and doubt,
Built by years of abandonment and lies.

I fear you
Who stands by and waits,
While I bid time to stay in my little haven,
Where I feel quiet and safe

I fear you
Who touches me ever so lightly,
While I cringes and pushes as mightily can,
Because I feel worried and afraid.

I fear you
Who seem to love spending time,
Days and more days and never fails,
When I simply see myself so tiring

I fear you
Who ceaselessly wakes up my heart,
That has hardened by years of pain and hurt,
To love and be loved back.